Never were and forever

Darling, while you're chilling in Paris, I'm stuck nowhere, thinking vast thoughts slowed by minutia. But darling, don't you see? You keep me alive. My heart races to the vision of you, with naked or mind's eye. Beyond appearance, beyond sentiment or crude arousal, you are a wonder. At the edge of an abyss, you keep me from going over and slipping aimlessly into despair. May we share an encounter that never will be, lost forever in that misty dreamscape; a dream that sustains us nonetheless...until the next. Goodbye, hello...reality/dream...me and you, never were and forever.